fahrusha
Skilled Investigator
Yesterday morning sometime between 5:30 & 6 a.m. I had a very unusual experience.
I need to preface my account with a little of my history. As a child I had a great deal of fear of sleeping alone due to the experiences I had with so called "sleep paralysis" and the concurrent feeling that there was another being in my room forcing me out of body. I'd have a horribly intense vibratory sensation in my head often centering around my upperlip and nose. I would fight hard to be able to break out of this paralysis and not to be taken out of body.
A few years ago I read "Journeys Out of Body" and I knew first hand what Robert Monroe was speaking of. As an adult I had fewer of these experiences and since attending the Monroe Institute much less fear of them.
I was awake last night due to sound from upstairs above me starting at 4 a.m. I had a ocean wave noise playing quietly on a small machine nearby. This is a normal practice for me.
Suddenly my face and then my whole body started to vibrate. I was pulled up out of my body and started flying. Wow! It was exhilarating. My mind was totally awake but my body was asleep on the bed. I flew through the night sky which was the slightest predawn grey over land and trees, slowing down over an upscale tasteful exurban neighborhood with older trees and solid architecture.
I seemed to slow down a bit as I could clearly see a few of the well kept homes. And then things got totally strange. I heard a distinct voice speaking into my right ear. It was outside of me. It was not a voice in my head. The sound of this voice was clearly female and it had a mechanical, alien or insectoid quality that was alarming. This is the communication as I remember it: (You should be) "watching what happens to (is happening to) the bees, as it will also happen to" (you) (the human race).
The words in quotes I clearly remember, the ones in parentheses are what I believe I heard. Hearing the voice struck me with overwhelming terror, it was so unexpected, that I quick as lightening drew back into body and fought the sleep paralysis for control of my body, which I regained. I then continued to fight against the vibration for sometime. When I got up at 8 a.m. I was ashamed of myself for lack of courage but it was a gut response, over which I had little, if any, control.
My guess is that the voice could have been a deva (oversoul) of the bees, but that is only a guess.
I now feel compelled to share this message and may put it on my blog as well. I submitted it to the Anderson dream site though I was fully conscious when it happened.
I need to preface my account with a little of my history. As a child I had a great deal of fear of sleeping alone due to the experiences I had with so called "sleep paralysis" and the concurrent feeling that there was another being in my room forcing me out of body. I'd have a horribly intense vibratory sensation in my head often centering around my upperlip and nose. I would fight hard to be able to break out of this paralysis and not to be taken out of body.
A few years ago I read "Journeys Out of Body" and I knew first hand what Robert Monroe was speaking of. As an adult I had fewer of these experiences and since attending the Monroe Institute much less fear of them.
I was awake last night due to sound from upstairs above me starting at 4 a.m. I had a ocean wave noise playing quietly on a small machine nearby. This is a normal practice for me.
Suddenly my face and then my whole body started to vibrate. I was pulled up out of my body and started flying. Wow! It was exhilarating. My mind was totally awake but my body was asleep on the bed. I flew through the night sky which was the slightest predawn grey over land and trees, slowing down over an upscale tasteful exurban neighborhood with older trees and solid architecture.
I seemed to slow down a bit as I could clearly see a few of the well kept homes. And then things got totally strange. I heard a distinct voice speaking into my right ear. It was outside of me. It was not a voice in my head. The sound of this voice was clearly female and it had a mechanical, alien or insectoid quality that was alarming. This is the communication as I remember it: (You should be) "watching what happens to (is happening to) the bees, as it will also happen to" (you) (the human race).
The words in quotes I clearly remember, the ones in parentheses are what I believe I heard. Hearing the voice struck me with overwhelming terror, it was so unexpected, that I quick as lightening drew back into body and fought the sleep paralysis for control of my body, which I regained. I then continued to fight against the vibration for sometime. When I got up at 8 a.m. I was ashamed of myself for lack of courage but it was a gut response, over which I had little, if any, control.
My guess is that the voice could have been a deva (oversoul) of the bees, but that is only a guess.
I now feel compelled to share this message and may put it on my blog as well. I submitted it to the Anderson dream site though I was fully conscious when it happened.