iinfluence
Paranormal Novice
Again, quick note: I don't know if there's a limit to how many posts we can have up? I've just had a lot happen to me and it seems like the forum is a place to get good, solid, scientific, thought provoking and generally educated ideas. People who are actually not idiots reside here. Thank you.
This experience is something to this day that I can't describe or really evaluate at all, I thought I'd get some educated guesses from some people with experiences..
So, in my house, in my Sophomore year in highschool I became a little bit of a hermit in my room, Constantly playing MMORPGs ( Massive Multiplayer Online Role-Playing Games ) never really interacting with society except for the necessities like eating, school, passing them to the bathroom and yadda yadda yadda ). This type of behavior became a bit of a hazard to my health, of course, I wasn't getting enough nutrition or social idk.. growth? All kinds of things felt wrong... I thing all kinds of gamers understand that when you have a handheld/laptop to play video games, you can do whatever whenever and play where ever, sadly, I stayed in my room secluded. Playing games from hours late to early, every day, surviving off of about 4-5 hrs a sleep a night.
Now that you understand the condition I was in, I'll actually explain experience. The date is something I can't remember, but one night while playing my favorite MMORPG at the time, Ragnarok Online, I had just got done grinding levels ( serious game hours of doing what you need to get what you want ), and took a quick break... I remember the light being on pretty bright, and I thought to myself 'I don't remember it being so bright, or even remember having the even on?' ( I prefered to play in the dark, better graphics and more calming. ) After that, I had a feeling that an arrow or bolt, something straight lined.. a beam or something came and shot straight down on me, but not on my forehead or any of that, it was on the right side of my nose, right about the ridge for my nostril... What exactly that feeling was, wasn't materialized.. I felt this completely... spiritually? My body, skin, skeleton or any of that didnt get hurt its like it was acting something inside me? When that happened I blinked, and felt disoriented like no other, everything felt like I was 'foreign familiar'? I knew where I was at but I felt out of place?
For a few hours everything felt like that, walking around to do the basics; talking to family, playing xbox, all of that... but it wasn't until after I had eaten something that I sort of began to snap out of it. I walked back to my room and sat on my bed and just stared, no particular direction in mind, just zoning out. Again, the time itself is something I can't remember. I don't really remember how, but I felt lifted away from myself. Whatever was in me or in that beam or psybeam? Left me and I felt normal. After that, I just got back into my routine and played more Ragnarök Online.
I put this up here because I'm wondering what this is... I still to this day cannot figure it out...
This experience is something to this day that I can't describe or really evaluate at all, I thought I'd get some educated guesses from some people with experiences..
So, in my house, in my Sophomore year in highschool I became a little bit of a hermit in my room, Constantly playing MMORPGs ( Massive Multiplayer Online Role-Playing Games ) never really interacting with society except for the necessities like eating, school, passing them to the bathroom and yadda yadda yadda ). This type of behavior became a bit of a hazard to my health, of course, I wasn't getting enough nutrition or social idk.. growth? All kinds of things felt wrong... I thing all kinds of gamers understand that when you have a handheld/laptop to play video games, you can do whatever whenever and play where ever, sadly, I stayed in my room secluded. Playing games from hours late to early, every day, surviving off of about 4-5 hrs a sleep a night.
Now that you understand the condition I was in, I'll actually explain experience. The date is something I can't remember, but one night while playing my favorite MMORPG at the time, Ragnarok Online, I had just got done grinding levels ( serious game hours of doing what you need to get what you want ), and took a quick break... I remember the light being on pretty bright, and I thought to myself 'I don't remember it being so bright, or even remember having the even on?' ( I prefered to play in the dark, better graphics and more calming. ) After that, I had a feeling that an arrow or bolt, something straight lined.. a beam or something came and shot straight down on me, but not on my forehead or any of that, it was on the right side of my nose, right about the ridge for my nostril... What exactly that feeling was, wasn't materialized.. I felt this completely... spiritually? My body, skin, skeleton or any of that didnt get hurt its like it was acting something inside me? When that happened I blinked, and felt disoriented like no other, everything felt like I was 'foreign familiar'? I knew where I was at but I felt out of place?
For a few hours everything felt like that, walking around to do the basics; talking to family, playing xbox, all of that... but it wasn't until after I had eaten something that I sort of began to snap out of it. I walked back to my room and sat on my bed and just stared, no particular direction in mind, just zoning out. Again, the time itself is something I can't remember. I don't really remember how, but I felt lifted away from myself. Whatever was in me or in that beam or psybeam? Left me and I felt normal. After that, I just got back into my routine and played more Ragnarök Online.
I put this up here because I'm wondering what this is... I still to this day cannot figure it out...
