What are your thoughts on meditation?
I'm well aware some of you think it's a nonsense, nontheless I'd like to know whether anybody else on the forum practices or has ever practiced it and if so, what type of meditation do you/did you practice?
Have you benefited from it? Have you learned anything? Have you experienced anything 'strange?' Was it a waste of time for you?
Thanks.
I keep meaning to learn meditation and I absolutely will find time to do so. But in relation to your question, I have a small tale to add which I think is relevant.
A couple of months back I was having trouble dropping off to sleep, my usual night-time routine of radio/podcast wasn't doing it's usual job of sending me off in 5 mins. I had no intention of taking any medication for sleeping as you end up relying on it if you use it for a while.
Anyway, I stumbled across a website that offered free mp3 downloads of various binaural-beat meditation music and I figured what the hell and downloaded one that uses Tibetan bowls in the recording.
I have to say I really liked the quality of the sound these bowls make and the recording was quite nice to listen to. I was laying on my bed in the dark, with large, quality headphones on for a good sound. I must have been listening for around 15 mins and after initially struggling with random thoughts, I was starting to drift into a mental state that was very peaceful and relaxing - definitely what I was looking for.
But then, totally unexpectedly, I experienced what could only be described as a drug-like rush that lasted for about ten seconds. It happened twice that night and when I say drug-like, I don't mean some wishy-washy state that was just a little off normal. No, this was like I'd been injected with ecstacy or something. This was profound and strong and it really took me by surprise. I had absolutely no idea if this was normal or if other people experienced things like this. No-one had ever said to me that listening to binaural music could have such a physical effect. I am convinced the music caused a release of endorphins or serotonin or some other brain happy-chemical.
Even though I have used the same music a few times since, this effect has not repeated itself, even though it happened twice that first time.
I can attest that I had taken zero drugs/medicine/alcohol or done anything else that could (in my experience) cause such a thing to happen.
It was just a bonus - before it happened I felt I was already benefiting from listening to the music. I will use that same music again and if the rush happens that's great, if it doesn't, then that's fine too.
Anyone else ever have such a thing from either meditation or listening to meditation music/aids?