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                      D.S.

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           Respondent treated D.S. from September 1990 through

    February 1993. She presented, at age 31, with spinal and other

    injuries from a serious vehicle accident three years earlier,

    molest by her teacher at age 13 and rape at 18, which resulted in

    pregnancy. Her parents are alcoholics. She had been diagnosed





   

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    with Chronic Fatigue Immune Deficiency Syndrome (CFIDS), a

    disease which severely limited her ability to work and function.

    D.S. wanted to find some healing related to the issues of her

    molest and the distance she felt from her family, the rape and

    giving up the child for adoption, and the vehicle accident. She

    wanted to reduce stress, to help cope with CFIDS. Respondent's

    initial diagnosis of D.S. was:


           Axis I:   Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD),

            residual state


            Dipthymia, secondary, early onset


            Psychological Factors Affecting Physical

            Condition (Provisional)


           Axis II:  Dependent Personality Disorder


           Axis III: Multiple Musculoskeletal traumata (by

            history);neuromyelitis, infectious venulitis

            and immune deficiency syndrome (by history)


    Respondent's treatment plan called for biweekly sessions "to

    reduce depression, resolve PTSD symptoms, reduce driving phobia,

    improve self=esteem, [and] eliminate over-reliance on somatic

    victimization for sense of identity."

   

           During the early part of her therapy with respondent,

    the focus was on D.S.'s emotional recovery from her accident and

    her relationship with her family. At session 16, on February

    21, 1991, she told respondent about a recurring dream involving

    small figures which looked like monks at the end of the hall.  In

    the dream, she tried to turn on lights, but none worked. She got

    angry because she could not see them and hit one of the "monks."

    After that, they all disappeared. Then the dream would repeat.

    D.S. had a second dream about a man, dressed in black, whose face

    she could not see. She wrestled with him; he was trying to kill

    her.


           Respondent continued to treat D.S. for the issues she

    presented at the beginning of her therapy. Respondent told her

    she did not know boundaries, which is why she "let him (the

    teacher) do it." Respondent said that in his experience, the

    lack of boundaries signaled possible abuse at an early age. He

    told her he thought she had been molested earlier, in addition to

    age 13. He then used hypnosis to help D.S. "by recovering

    repressed memories."


           In the Spring 1992, respondent brought up in therapy

    the subject of ETs and dwarf-like beings. D.S. reminded

    respondent of her earlier dream about the monks. Respondent gave

    D.S. an article from the Atlantic Monthly, August 1991, entitled


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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    "The UFO Experience."He asked her to read the article and see

    if any of the feelings described were familiar to D.S. The ET

    material frightened D.S., but also made her more curious. While

    she thought of the monks as a dream, respondent told her the

    "dream" was in fact  a "visitation." Respondent identified the

    "monks" as "Jawas," one type or race od aliens.He also showed

    her photos after his return from his "grand tour" of the

    Southwest military bases alleged to be involved in ET activity.

    In some of those photos were drawings of aliens respondent

    identified as "Grays."


           Respondent told D.S. that hypnosis might help her learn

    if she had been abducted by aliens. D.S. was frightened as did

    not want to know of the "dream" was in fact not a dream. No

    hypnosis was performed on the monk dream, but respondent brought

    up the possibility again, suggesting that hypnosis might

    establish what really happened.Respondent told D.S. that ETs

    cloud people's minds, making them believe that what really

    happened was just a dream, a pleasant experience or did not

    happen at all. Respondent said the only way to find out was

    through debriefing through hypnosis. While D.S. declined

    hypnosis, respondent suggested she participate in his CE-IV

    group, to meet with others who had had similar experiences,

    processed them and found positive elements. He described the

    other participants, at R.T. 11/15/94 78:17:


           A  "They were clients and people that came to him.

          Some with ET experiences, some that found out...

          that they had ET experiences after seeing him.

          They were all screened do there wasn't any danger

          that they were infiltrated by the government."


           After rejecting several offers by respondent to attend

    the CE-IV group meetings, D.S. finally agreed, because "he kept

    bringing it up so I went." D.S. went to her first meeting in or

    about September 1992. She arrived late and the discussion

    involved Area 51, the government cover-up and how respondent's

    telephone was probably tapped, now that he was coming out in

    public and speaking about ETs. It was discussed that if his

    phone was tapped, then it was possible that others in the group

    were also being spied on. D.S. followed the suggestion of a

    telephone company employee who participated in  the CE-IV

    meetings.When the phone rang, she would pick it up and drop it.

    She also started using her answering machine to screen calls,

    because she was receiving calls where the caller would not

    respond and just hang up.


           At the next therapy session following the CE-IV

    meeting, respondent asked her what she thought of the meeting and

    they discussed the phone tapping issue and other matters from

    the group. At a later group meeting, respondent and others

    discussed putting together a book to get the message out. The










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    format would include personal stories, like an anthology. In a

    following therapy session, D.S. told respondent that she did not

    feel that she had anything to write. She did not feel she had

    anything concrete. Respondent told her "Just write what you

    have. It's enough." Both at the support and in therapy

    sessions, respondent provided draft and revised copies of the

    book's table of contents and his chapter on his experiences.

    D.S.'s story was included in the table of contents. In therapy,

    respondent discussed the benefits and risks involved in

    participating in the book. Among the risks would be placing

    oneself more in the public eye and "silencing by the secret

    government." Respondent indicated he would be at higher risk.

    D.S. believed what respondent said. At R.T. 11/15/94 109:2-8:


           A  "He told me that they have the ability to make a

          person die very quickly looking like it was

          natural causes. They have the ability to use a

          little dart that doesn't leave a trace.They can

          make a person die of cancer within a few weeks.

          That he would probably be the target because he

          was the leader."


           At R.T. 109:14-16:


           Q  "You say you were concerned for him. Did you

          express your concern?


           A  "I asked him to be really careful."


           Also in the Fall 1992, D.S. complained to respondent

    about difficulties eating and sleeping, and ringing in her ears.

    She was concerned. Respondent told her that maybe the ETs were

    doing a tune-up on her.


           D.S had a second dream in early1993 that she

    discussed with  respondent shortly thereafter. In the dream, she

    woke up to a distant roar, got out of bed and walked to the

    living room. There she looked up through the atrium skylight as

    a pink light was coming down. She felt joy and thought she saw

    Ghandi. She then felt very peaceful and slept well after the

    dream.When she woke she felt good about the dream. Respondent

    suggested hypnosis to more fully explore the dream. D.S. agreed,

    because the dream had been positive and she felt safe about

    learning more. Respondent told D.S. that there was a strong

    possibility of ET involvement.


           During hypnosis, respondent took D.S. through the

    dream into the atrium. At R.T. 11/15/94 6:1:


           A  "...I stand under the light in the atrium and then

          go up through into the sky.


  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

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           Q  "Was he asking you question through the process?


           A  "Yes.


           Q  "What was he asking you?


           A  "'What did it look like? 'Was it a ship?' 'What

          shape was it?' 'What was it made of?' 'Was it

          metal?' 'What kind of metal?' 'What did they

          look like?' 'Was there more than one?' 'Were you

          standing on a floor?' 'Were there walls?' 'Were

          there lights?' 'Were there sounds?' 'Was the

          floor solid?' 'Was it metal?' 'Was it something

          else?' 'Where was the light coming from?'


           According to D.S., in her original dream there was no

    ship and there were no walls. What had been a comforting dream,

    through hypnosis turned ugly, more like a nightmare. At R.T.

    11/15/94 70:25:


           A  "[T]he dream turned into being put on some kind of

          a table and probed with some kind of probe that

          really hurt bad, and me feeling very angry about,

          'Why are you hurting me?' And that there was

          something wrong with me and 'Why don't you fix

          it?' and then one of the -- after this, like

          escorting me back to my room and I couldn't move,

          and that was it.


    In addition, D.S. recalls from the hypnosis session that "They did

    something. Removed something." None of the above was in the

    original dream. However, in 1991, D.S. had undergone surgery for

    the removal of an ovary. At that time she was angry and scared

    and had a bad reaction to the anesthesia.


           After the hypnosis, respondent told D.S. that the

    aliens sounded like they were "reptilians or amphibs." He asked

    D.S. to draw one of them, but she unable to "put it

    together." Respondent then sketched one for her, but she did not

    think it was correct. She told respondent she was scared. D.S.

    had learned in the CE-IV group that the ETs could return and she

    was afraid "they" could come back anytime and there was nothing

    she could do about it. To D.S., respondent did not seem

    concerned about her fear. He did not explain how the product of

    this hypnosis was going to help D.S. solve any of her presenting

    problems.


           About half way through her therapy with respondent he

    invited D.S to spend a day at Harbin Hot Springs with him, his wife

    and a few other patients. The trip would be billed as a

    regular therapy session and involve certain exercises and soaking

    in the hot springs in the nude. The purpose of the trip was for


   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

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    the patients to improve self-esteem and see their bodies as good.

    Respondent told D.S. the trip would help her heal by becoming

    comfortable with her body and her sexuality. D.S. declined

    respondent's invitation because she was not comfortable being

    nude in front of people she did not know. Respondent repeated

    the invitation a few times, and each time D.S. declined. After a

    break of a few months, respondent indicated that there would be a

    second date scheduled for the trip. He again invited D.S. and

    she accepted the invitation because she wanted to heal, but felt

    stressed and anxious. The night before the trip, D.S. left a

    message for respondent that she could not go.


           D.S. was part Native American and wanted to learn

    more about her heritage and participate in Native American

    activities and rituals. Since about August 1991, D.S. had

    been participating in monthly prayer meetings as part of her

    Cherokee ancestry.  She had discussed these in therapy with

    respondent, how it felt really good and how she felt a real

    connection. Respondent told her that a lot of people who had

    CE-IV experiences had a need for a spiritual belief and many

    identified with the Native American belief because of the concept of

    interrelationship and the living earth. About November 1992

    respondent said at meetings and in therapy with D.S. that there

    was some interest in the CE-IV group in forming a side group

    dealing with the spiritual aspects of CE-IV, with special

    interest in Native American spirituality. Respondent asked if

    D.S. wanted to participate, and she indicated she did.


           In about February 1993, D.S. got a call giving her the

    time and place for the first meeting of the side group. D.S.

    understood the meeting would be to talk about the concept and

    direction, and to find some connection between CE-IV and

    spiritual belief. D.S. met respondent and some others at the

    American River. Respondent brought a backpack with certain

    Native American ceremonial items in it. He brought out what

    appeared to be a Hopi rattle, a pipe, tobacco and cedar. He lit

    some cedar, blew it out and used it to smudge participants for

    cleansing. He said they would load the pipe, pass it around and

    each person would say a prayer, smoke from the pipe and pass it

    on. Respondent asked each person to make a statement about their

    Native American beliefs. D.S. became frightened by the

    experience. She did not feel right. She thought the items were

    being used as a show and that participation was disrespectful.

    When it was her time to speak, she said she had nothing to add.

    Respondent became angry with her for failing to participate.


           A few days later, D.S. went to her scheduled therapy

    session. By that time she no longer trusted respondent and no

    longer considered him a caring person. She ceased her

    relationship with him on the spot.


           Respondent's diagnosis at termination was:


  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

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           Axis I:  Factitious Disorder with Psychological

            Symptoms (Psychological Munchausen Syndrome);


           Axis II: Personality Disorder NOS (Addiction to Victim

            Identity Syndrome)


           The evidence did not establish that respondent

    discussed with D.S. intimate details of his sexual relationship

    with his wife.


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