And I appreciate all your efforts - it's a great show
I, on the other hand, have not had any such experiences but I am convinced that 'something is going on' - I have felt that way for a long time but I realise that conclusion is solely based on second-hand experience. And that's where the problem lies for me - it's not that I wish to have such an experience (because I don't) but I'm at the point now where I don't know what is real and who to believe any more.
I am amazed that after
60 years collecting these reports of such experiences, we haven't yet arrived at a point where we say 'yep, there is enough evidence to prove that some UFOs are craft of a non-terrestrial origin' or something close to that.
I now wonder why that is.
I feel that the 'UFO community' is it's own worst enemy - if every serious researcher came together, compared notes and contributed to single database of all known cases, I pretty sure that a rock-solid case could be made prove once and for all that the UFO subject requires serious consideration from
everyone on this planet. Maybe then, pressure will be brought to bare on those with the answers to let us have 'the truth'.
As an aside, if a 'credible individual' approached you directly, gave you a convincing report of 'the facts' but made it quite clear that you couldn't disclose them to anyone else, could you live with that?