OK, wow. As I read through these questions, with each one I basically said "holy shit" louder and louder. I won't discuss my experiences but I feel compelled to answer these questions. Maybe it will be a little cathartic?
T E N Q U E S T I O N S : =================
1. Are you Male or Female?
-Male
2. What's your Age?
-31
3. What is your educational background?
-College dropout
4. Are you a creative type?
-Musician since age 4, sound designer and graphic artist for a living
5. Do you have any history of depression?
-I've been in a dark place a fair number of times in my life
6. Have you ever felt inexplicability "compelled" to examine, pursue or come forward with something associated with this weirdness?
-Yes, to examine. I told my story once, to a friend and under promise of anonymity, and he published it in a local paper with my real name attached. Not really friends anymore. I am increasingly compelled to begin serious research on the topic lately.
7. This may be a tricky one to answer, but here goes: Success in our society can be rated in multiple ways, and this question may seem shallow, but it pertains (basically) to career and income. Given your intellect and your life skills, are you MORE or LESS successful than, perhaps, you should be?
-Less. And fully aware of it and incredibly frustrated by it at all times. People close to me can't understand it either.
8. Someone completely uninvolved with this weirdness would be a 1, and Whitley Strieber (if he is to be believed) would be a 10. On this scale of 1 thru 10, what number best describes you?
-3? It's all personal research and never really discussed with anyone else.
9. Have you always considered yourself as an "experiencer" or did you come to realize it at some point recently?
-No, and I still don't think I really consider myself one. Up until recently I've just thought of myself as being in the right (or wrong) place at the wrong (or right) time. For the record, I've only had two experiences; one when i was 12 and one in about 2005 or so. Didn't take much away from them other than wonderment.
10. Concerning the question above, if you realized it recently, when?
-I don't know if I'm an "experiencer", per se, but I have always had an internal feeling of purpose, whether it's related or not I don't know. Why? My mother was married to another man long before she met my father and he died on their wedding night (there's more to that story involving my mother being told about it ahead of time but I won't go into that now). I drowned when I was 11 years old and survived. I was in what would have been a fatal car wreck where I was compelled to put on my seatbelt (obviously I should have had it on anyway) literally a second before it happened and it saved my life. That could all be dumb luck, very well may be. But I've always felt otherwise, and not for personal gratification, just as a matter of fact feeling. But going back to #7; If there is some purpose for me then perhaps my "success" levels are not due to lack of effort etc, but perhaps I've been on the wrong path? Good questions and I'd like to hear more about where they came from. Paranormal or not, it's a great social studies project.