Mr. Strieber, I've read that you're a practicing Catholic. Even if not, perhaps you'd care to respond:
For background, the new testament book of Acts, chapter 26, verse 18, says Jesus sent Paul to turn people from "darkness to light, and from the power of Satan to God . . ."
Now your work of imagining and writing horror stories like
Night Church (about satanists meeting in a catholic church in Queens) surely had a dark impact on your life.
1) Did your imaginary work on dark novels expose you to something real?
2) What is the relationship in the "Super Natural World" between Jesus and Satan and the strange "communion" entities you've reported?
3) Is Satan a real external agent for you, or merely a human mental construct?
4) Mike Clelland reported in his book on owls and synchronicity that you believe that the Grays are submitted to God. Why do you believe that?