Kieran
Paranormal Adept
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You interest me, K. I wonder how old you are, why you believe the things you do, what you get out of it all. You seem like an interesting fellow to me.
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If you really truly want to know I'm aged 33 and I am very happy in my current situation and life.
I have a honest believe in UFO's, not because I am bored with my life or anything like that. As hard as this is to rationalise, I have seen stuff that has good a fair chance of not been from around here well off-planet, were it came from really the origins I be only guessing, but I do base lot of my theories around my own personal experiences of seeing UFO's!
I have doubted my own experiences at times, did that really happen to me did it? It really hard to doubt experiences, when other people were there to see what you saw, and the memories I have, occurred in a setting were I was very much wide-awake and conscious, do any of these subjects mean help me in my life> well no it actually takes up lot of my time coming here, but I am off work till Monday so I have spare time to waste.
Sometimes honestly, I think of just giving it all up, what is the point of having endless debate on subjects, that may never be answered, but what drives me here, is my own experiences. I am well-aware these subjects have no impact on, normal day to day life, obviously I do travel outside my front door to do normal everyday stuff like shopping picking up my kids and going to work everyday normal stuff.
These memories I have, can't just deny them, something actually happened to me, by being a doubting thomas, I be only lying to myself to what took place, and that is what would be delusional not the experiences.
I've cursed the phenomenon numerous times MacDaddy!
"Why don't you show up and show the world" slightly insane thinking, and honestly, probably am the only person hearing it, but when you have real-experiences, and you get it in the neck from people, are sure you saw that really?, oh ya, you are part of that delusional crowd over there, who beliefs in the topic of UFO's, I do look to blame and do get frustrated, it not the fault of people seeing this stuff, I never wished to have seen any of this, but I don't regret that i have either though!
I guess you are wondering if any of this is true how come I have never experienced this or people you know have "why not?
I can't answer that, but this is not normal. I have no problem saying that here and now. I am well-aware of how this stuff is viewed, but I still have to be true to myself and what happened to me. I know you have hard time trusting any of this on face value, and I can't blame you either, you have not seen anything to convince you otherwise yet, but least try to respect other peoples views here and experiences whatever you may think of them!