I can't prove nuttin,' but I believe Haisch made the distinction between getting lost in a moment of music with being suddenly aware of one's place in the universe. While the former is enriching and a positive effect of our ability to feel and become the music, in a sense, the latter is a vastly different kettle of fish. It's more like a download of information not connected to any human endeavor other than the desire to be done with suffering, in my experience anyway.
When the intent is great enough, perhaps "pure" is a better term, and one is looking for a way out of suffering, (a term that can mean emotional pain, negative thinking, any number of ill producing phenomena) and has seen some error in his behavior or thinking, the download can be very abrupt or less so, but there's no mistaking it for the swelling of a heart over a beautiful sunset or music that stirs the soul.
From my experience, and I've been told that I'm incorrect often enough, one has to have come to the conclusion that he has been mistaken in his world view in some large way. There has to be some movement for betterment within and the admission that one has been incorrect in the most fundamental aspect of living and relating before the Big Picture is suddenly downloaded.
Maybe it's a matter of just asking the right questions with intent to discover, but that route never did diddlysquat for me. I had to admit I'd been wrong about how the world works and how I'd mistakenly operated from my perspective without guilt (judgment) for my mistake. "Something Is Wrong" is the thing we have to pluck out of our individual association with guilt, I think.
I don't know how those things came into play, but they were crucial, intent and non-judgment, I'm sure. I did have a desire to move past suffering too. Take that for what it's worth.
What happens within that Eureka moment is indescribable, something sorely intended, I'm sure, because we don't come out of it with the ability to suddenly live a Dalai Lama-like existence. As shattering as the experience is, we are still fallible and unwise with maybe a better sense that we are part of something incredible, even with our mistakes. We're left with a desire to look at things with new eyes even if we find that difficult. We're kinder to ourselves more often which in turn makes us kinder to those near us, sometimes anyway. Sounds puny, but tripping there isn't. It leaves us changed.
When the intent is great enough, perhaps "pure" is a better term, and one is looking for a way out of suffering, (a term that can mean emotional pain, negative thinking, any number of ill producing phenomena) and has seen some error in his behavior or thinking, the download can be very abrupt or less so, but there's no mistaking it for the swelling of a heart over a beautiful sunset or music that stirs the soul.
From my experience, and I've been told that I'm incorrect often enough, one has to have come to the conclusion that he has been mistaken in his world view in some large way. There has to be some movement for betterment within and the admission that one has been incorrect in the most fundamental aspect of living and relating before the Big Picture is suddenly downloaded.
Maybe it's a matter of just asking the right questions with intent to discover, but that route never did diddlysquat for me. I had to admit I'd been wrong about how the world works and how I'd mistakenly operated from my perspective without guilt (judgment) for my mistake. "Something Is Wrong" is the thing we have to pluck out of our individual association with guilt, I think.
I don't know how those things came into play, but they were crucial, intent and non-judgment, I'm sure. I did have a desire to move past suffering too. Take that for what it's worth.
What happens within that Eureka moment is indescribable, something sorely intended, I'm sure, because we don't come out of it with the ability to suddenly live a Dalai Lama-like existence. As shattering as the experience is, we are still fallible and unwise with maybe a better sense that we are part of something incredible, even with our mistakes. We're left with a desire to look at things with new eyes even if we find that difficult. We're kinder to ourselves more often which in turn makes us kinder to those near us, sometimes anyway. Sounds puny, but tripping there isn't. It leaves us changed.