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smcder
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Point being that the allopathic model of modern medicine has two avenues of 'cure' - surgery and drugs (and now radiation). In neither case does modern medicine have an understanding of really what is the human body beyond it's analogies with a machine (which the human body is not). Modern medicine does not view the human system as a gestalt of processes that encompass the physical and more than the physical.
Go to a surgeon and the 'cure' will be surgery. I was told that decades ago by a surgeon. Nothing has changed.
Doctors are prescribing drugs that destroy the human system as much as 'cure' the original ailment - as in 'make it disappear' in a plethora of other abnormalities instigated by the administered drug.
Many of our current 'cures' are on the order of blood-letting and leaching in previous centuries. The area where we most give over to a 'scientific authority' is when we are most vulnerable. It matter not that the doctor really does not have a clue what they are doing to the whole human system in front of them with their cutting and drugging and irradiating - we will do it, because we are in pain, discomfort, distress. We will take what we are given. We will take what the insurance will pay for.
Pain is what interests me most, I've had a lifelong fascination with pain, I read G Gordon Liddy's Will and immediately went out and pressed lit matches into my forearm (I wasn't brave enough to burn my hand over a candle flame) and my grandfather and my mother both have an unusual threshold and tolerance for pain ...
Last night I realized the pain was constant and severe - a new combination, I only noticed it after some time and I think that's because it was constant, it's hard to describe but I inhabited the pain the way I normally do my body, when I moved it moved, I realized it was a new way of perceiving my body - almost like being in a new body, or growth pains ... or shedding pains ... after a heavy workout or a boxing match there is a good pain (I tell people who ask me about boxing to place a rock the size of their fist in a tube sock and whirl it around thrice then hit themselves in the face with it - if they can stand that sensation, they can box, if they like it, they already are a boxer) and this seemed to be a free version of it ... at any rate, a good deal of pain is in the perception and attitude ... that said there may come a time when I want the good stuff and I will try not to let pride get in the way, actually pride probably won't stand a chance.
The other opportunity the pain affords is to do Tonglen - taking and receiving meditation, you think of all the people in your situation and breathe in the collective experience, in this case physical pain, and breathe out good will or light ... you can see this as religion or as good psychology or as both ... what it does for me is remind me that pain is a part of the human physical condition and helps me place the severity of my own pain in context (nothing to write home about).