Randall
J. Randall Murphy
Of course the problem with that is that once it's affected your rational thinking it's already too late, which is why if you're going to become a user regardless of what anyone else says, an arbitrary number will at least force you to deal with the prospect of quitting, and on terms you agreed to before you lost your objectivity.Dear Ufology, I did not set a number. As long as the Ayahuasca experience does not affect my rational thinking I will give it a try.
Then you can see for yourself if there's any psychological or physical desire to continue the practise, and after you distance yourself from it for a few months, you'll know from firsthand experience just how hard or easy it was to quit and whether or not it was a truly worthwhile journey. After all, isn't the whole idea to come away from the journey enriched, and not to permanently descend into drug induced la la land?
I'm sure your more reserved friends would feel better about it too. In fact why not make a pact? Create an escape hatch. Put it in writing to let them help you if you find that you just can't say no when the times comes. That shouldn't be too hard to do unless you're already affected to the point where you're rationalizing why you shouldn't do it. Are you? What reason would that be? Maybe it's the false belief that the next big buzz is going to open some magical door to another universe that will give you superpowers or something. I don't know. But whatever the reason is, you need to be able to say "No, I made a deal with myself that this is all I'm going to do at this time." Then see how hard it is to keep that deal with yourself.
I agree, but I don't need to be high to know that or explore the various theoretical possibilities.My life has shown me that there is more than our physical realm.
Thanks for sharing. It reminds me of a story with some parallels from my own childhood. My younger brother and I had gone with our parents to visit with friends of the family and he had just got a toy Batmobile for his birthday. On the way home he realized he had forgotten it and was getting upset so I told him that I would magically transport it home and into our little round blow-up swimming pool, and that by the time we got home it would be there waiting for him. That made him happy but it put me in a bit of a fix because then I had to somehow make it happen, and sure enough when we got home the first thing he did was check the pool and there it was!However to this day I am not sure how much of what I have experienced is between my ears and how much is not. I have had an experience with a physical outcome which I have shared with Tyger on another thread. Here it is ...
What he didn't know is that I had noticed he had forgotten his toy car and carefully rolled it up in a towel to protect it and take it home for him. I was often picking up after him, and I didn't think he would notice his missing car half way home and start to get upset, and I didn't want him to think I had taken it away or was trying to hide it from him, so off the top of my head I improvised this ill conceived plan to "materialize" his toy in the pool. I took a shortcut to the pool when we got home and carefully placed his toy where he would immediately find it, and then went inside before he saw me there. He was so happy and amazed when he found it there. He believed in my magical powers for years and finally one day in his 20s asked me how it I did it because he still believed it was magic.
I confessed, and it was tough to burst that bubble because it was a truly precious memory for us both. But it goes to show how powerful belief in magic can be. More than likely the return of your toy dino tail had to do with something similar. Perhaps someone who cared for you very much searched through lord knows how many more eggs to find a replacement tail just to make you day a little happier, to see the joy in your eyes at discovering it and the wonder in your belief in magic. These kinds of things do happen. What would they think if they knew that their innocent little deception was leading you into a life of drug dens?
I'm not the best equipped person here to provide any advice on how to handle your trip, especially if it involves tricksters. That's more @Christopher O'Brien's realm of expertise.What can I say? Life is really more exciting than our 3D world. As I have stated before I am very much inclined to believe in tricksters, both good and bad. I actually think most abductees and contactees are tricksters bait. Some are probably not, but we have no way to differentiate, therefore I dismiss their messianic messages. And if I encounter an ultradimensional being on Ayahuasca I will treat it as a trickster. Furthermore, I would never ever believe what they say. But I will post it anyway, with a warning: message received while high on DMT.
If they relay blueprints on how to build a working antigravity drive, and it actually works, then I'll start taking them seriously. Don't forget to ask them if you should run into any!But even with all my believer skepticism about the other realm I always give others the benefit of doubt. They could be saying the truth.
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