Feel free to order your marbles by color, if you wish. There is no Ideal way to order your marbles.
Mathematics is the language that we use. It is also a toolbox to calculate physical objects with physical proporties. But our numbers are arbitrary, the mathematical system didn't fall from the sky. We use the Arabic system.
The physical world:
Why are planets round? Because God likes math and making perfect circles, or because of gravity. If transcendental/mathematical idealism was correct, planets should be perfectly spherical. They are not, because they don't adhere to mathematical principles or ideals, but to physical forces. But it is tempting to look at e.g. a planet as mathematical principles/ideals at work. What we find are physical proporties.
Historically, this created big troubles for scientists. Often, non-secular scientists (non-secular in the modern sense, like how I argue) would be looking for a specific order or principle, because that's how religious people look and looked at the world. For instance, the fact that celestial objects do not all travel in perfect circles around the sun was seen as going against 'the order' thus the calculations had to be wrong (and perhaps even heretical). When you have a grand system in place and try to conform the world to it, the flaws show.
Your idealism appears like escapism to me. Or, a strong need for order.
Imo, we have to get rid of false idealism, and try to love the Earth and life itself. It seems to me that life is a lived mystery. We have no essential understanding of why the universe exists. Why not cherish the mystery without an overlay, or a frame?
Please don't replace the mystery with junk superstition like Zanotti who claims that addictions are devils taking hold of the addict. Hand that person to a licensed real psychologist, and that person is far more likely to come away wiser and more prepared to face the real world, not escape into frustrating fantasy..
I urge everyone seeking a sensuous and even mysterious relation to reality and Earth to read Edward Abbey. And Thoreau. And Mary Austin. And Aldo Leopold. And Joseph Wood Crutch and many others.
Thanks for laying out your worldview, it explains a lot.
What you keep missing, is that no one is talking about an actual demon. Not a shaman, not a lama, none of them. With enough energy powering it, could it manifest as a solidified thought form, or manifest actual physical effects? Absolutely. But it's still just a thought. It's just that thoughts are a bit more objective than people realize.
Folks are under the mistaken impression that there is some kind of demarcation line
between "in here" and "out there". There's not.
My supposed idealism may seem like escapism to you, but you are quite wrong. We're here. There's nothing mysterious about any of manifested reality. It's just a hologram with force feedback capabilities, and various levels, but we're in it. Consciousness is the determinant for it even being here.
As I said previously, real spirituality, not the new age BS you keep trying to lump me in with, enables us to live in this world successfully, without being of it, getting overly
attached, which leads to a lot of the various psychological issues that "modern" man
finds himself wrestling with.
At the end of the day, this is school, and we're all here testing premises to live by.
"that crime pays". "That metaphysical reality is BS, and only what I can touch is
real". Life itself will always show you whether your premise is correct in the end.
The funny thing is, since consciousness is the determinant, and we are consciousness,
then you get what you think you're supposed to get, what fits your reality box.
That's why you're told in meditation practice to let go of attaching to thoughts & images. The more that you can, the more of reality you're then able to see, interact with, and manifest. And there are physical changes that verify this. Without them,
then you ARE just imagining stuff.
By that same token, if you're limited to an exclusively materialist, reductionist, syllogistic reality box, that's all you get. Which is fine. It takes all kind of people to make a world.
It's never about going to extremes. As I constantly teach in my cosmology & gongfu classes, yes meditate, take supplements. But if you get hit by a car, let them take
you to a triage unit. A mantra isn't going to work fast enough, taking herbs isn't going to cut it for that (those force feedback capabilities can be a bear). Do that stuff after.
The middle way is always best.
So you really don't get what I'm saying, or where I'm coming from at all. Which is cool.
No one will find out about the nature of reality from reading a book, or hearing about it from someone else. All anyone can do is point you in the right direction. You've got to open that door and walk through it yourself. Direct experience is the only thing that counts as true knowledge. Everything else is hearsay until proven otherwise.
Now I've laid out an outline of my worldview, which obviously doesn't jibe with yours.
Let's agree to disagree & leave it at that.