valiens
Skilled Investigator
Hi, Scott:
I'm not selfless and I am concerned with how I come across. Here are my personal dilemmas, if you're interested:
I feel a responsibility in saying the things I say to walk a certain line. I know that what comes out of my mouth sounds to the "outside world" like a load of crap. I cannot stand saying the things I'm saying knowing that they sound like the very things people full of crap say. Many of the people who believe everything that comes out of my mouth range from above-average neurotic to balls-out crazy. They think we're speaking the same language but (in my mind at least) I'm talking about the transrational and they are talking about the irrational. The rational person sees both as irrational, not recognizing the levels and the irrational person sees both as transrational, not recognizing himself.
That being the case, I want to really speak to the rational person and egg him/her on into investigating this stuff because it's real. At the same time, I cannot take comfort in the acceptance of delusional people who believe me because that's how cults form.
Does that make sense?
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If I may paraphrase: Why don't they wake up politicians and leaders who will start a new movement to raise consciousness and fix everything?
--because that doesn't fundamentally change the human. We're not talking about a political or even moral revolution, we're talking about a fundamental revolution in the species itself that redefines what "human" is. The leaders you're talking about changed how people think, but this involves stopping thought completely, not just mixing it up for a while until the next facist trend reverses things.
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Do they have to be aliens?
--no. I think if you play this out to its logical conclusion, the term "alien" is relative figuratively and literally. The energy thing in me did not come about because of abductions although I've had a few things happen that let me know these beings are aware of the energy and know how to use it.
My abduction experiences began loing before the energy episode. Could it be psychic phenomena or something else? Hey, even Ken Wilber, who I'm a fan of, chalks abductions up to Baby Boomers wanting to be the center of the world and so mistranslating authentic spiritual experience into this other space age thing. I used to be open to these ideas but having finally seen them face to face, I gotta say, they look and emote like living, breathing organisms no more or less than you and I.
I gotta split but I wanna say that I know this is all harsh. No one wants to hear "There will be a near-extinction soon. But trust me: it's for your own good." I don't!
But think of it from that objective, Discovery Channel perspective: IF it's true that humans are here for something and that something is to bring god-self awareness into matter and we don't do it, then we have failed. The consequence sucks for us even moreso than other animals because we've built ourselves up as something super special in our minds. We have a god or gods that take care of us and love us and families that love us and we love ourselves and believe we understand basically what life is about. Even if we don't understand everything, we will given enough time because we're the pinnacle of what earth has to offer. We're pretty friggen great and deserve to live. Anything less is evil.
All of that is a mistake.
I'm not selfless and I am concerned with how I come across. Here are my personal dilemmas, if you're interested:
I feel a responsibility in saying the things I say to walk a certain line. I know that what comes out of my mouth sounds to the "outside world" like a load of crap. I cannot stand saying the things I'm saying knowing that they sound like the very things people full of crap say. Many of the people who believe everything that comes out of my mouth range from above-average neurotic to balls-out crazy. They think we're speaking the same language but (in my mind at least) I'm talking about the transrational and they are talking about the irrational. The rational person sees both as irrational, not recognizing the levels and the irrational person sees both as transrational, not recognizing himself.
That being the case, I want to really speak to the rational person and egg him/her on into investigating this stuff because it's real. At the same time, I cannot take comfort in the acceptance of delusional people who believe me because that's how cults form.
Does that make sense?
Next....
If I may paraphrase: Why don't they wake up politicians and leaders who will start a new movement to raise consciousness and fix everything?
--because that doesn't fundamentally change the human. We're not talking about a political or even moral revolution, we're talking about a fundamental revolution in the species itself that redefines what "human" is. The leaders you're talking about changed how people think, but this involves stopping thought completely, not just mixing it up for a while until the next facist trend reverses things.
Next
Do they have to be aliens?
--no. I think if you play this out to its logical conclusion, the term "alien" is relative figuratively and literally. The energy thing in me did not come about because of abductions although I've had a few things happen that let me know these beings are aware of the energy and know how to use it.
My abduction experiences began loing before the energy episode. Could it be psychic phenomena or something else? Hey, even Ken Wilber, who I'm a fan of, chalks abductions up to Baby Boomers wanting to be the center of the world and so mistranslating authentic spiritual experience into this other space age thing. I used to be open to these ideas but having finally seen them face to face, I gotta say, they look and emote like living, breathing organisms no more or less than you and I.
I gotta split but I wanna say that I know this is all harsh. No one wants to hear "There will be a near-extinction soon. But trust me: it's for your own good." I don't!
But think of it from that objective, Discovery Channel perspective: IF it's true that humans are here for something and that something is to bring god-self awareness into matter and we don't do it, then we have failed. The consequence sucks for us even moreso than other animals because we've built ourselves up as something super special in our minds. We have a god or gods that take care of us and love us and families that love us and we love ourselves and believe we understand basically what life is about. Even if we don't understand everything, we will given enough time because we're the pinnacle of what earth has to offer. We're pretty friggen great and deserve to live. Anything less is evil.
All of that is a mistake.